Something to reflect....

That was in 2007 isn’t it? I was in my 2nd year in university. All I can still remember is, that was the most thrilling years in my life. I didn’t perform much and I didn’t know why I was so dumb to waste my time in university not struggling hard. I was busy lazing around.I was busy with societies and paying around.. I was at the lowest phase of my life in term of everything. Kinda a bit lost but still striving to improve myself in terms of study. The main reason was I got too carried away being in love with my ex bf. Although once in a while I could sense we were not suitable for each other but still I stayed in the relationship because I thought love need sacrifices and I didn’t dare to hurt him. But it turned out he was the one who decided to dump me. It was during the beginning of the year. Well I can't tell exactly what is happening between us...It is not allowed to tell the past..just let by gone be by gone ... The incident eventually made me hurt. To cut the story short, I made big mistake but luckily Allah Knows best... That was going on for good 3 months until one day I became so tired with all of that and was at the point of started to dreadfully hating him. I just realized that why I was being so stupid to put myself with all the troubles when he never care about me at all. That was when I started to hate him so much and kept praying that if only I never met him before. Later… it was during the middle of the semester that I got to contact my hubby indirectly via my best friend. It was almost during the end of the year. It all happening so fast and I am so grateful for what had happened between me and my exbf. My exbf did try to befriend me but I said to him thanks alot. It was really a blessing in disguise since actually God had a better plan for me...Allah maha mengetahui segala-galanya..walau sebesar zarah,percayalah semuanya dalam genggaman ALLAH. He blessed me with the most amazing person as my other half who will always loves me back unconditionally and appreciates my presence in his life. The rest is history :) There were so many lesson learned from the breakups(eh,banyak ke??) especially from the latest but one thing I learned the most was it obviously doesn’t worth it at all to hurt all other people who loves me and myself even more merely for a guy. There are so many people around me who really care and love me so I shoudln’t be selfish to others and ignore their feelings just like what the exbf did to me. Of course I can say this now since I’ve already met my Mr. Right hahaha! Kepada adik2 yang bercinta… kalau putus cinta jangan sedih lama2 sangat dan jangan buat benda2 yang bukan2.There must be some one who is meant for u.. Do not ever uter a word such,I can’t live without him ataupun takde orang lain yang lebih baik/sesuai dari dia. Belum bercinta lagi dah luka parah macam mana lah plak dia boleh jadi yang paling baik/sesuai kn? So semua itu adalah bullshit...what a stupid.. hahaha ;P Lebib baik doa kat Tuhan supaya cepat2 bagi kiter lupakan exbf yang berkenaan dan cepat2 temukan jodoh yang betul. Talking from experience. Kalau dah tak suka ur partner pun cepat2lah clash. Buat apa nak go on with the relationship if the love is no longer there kan? Sooner or later there must be someone who will feel frustrated either u or ur partner..