Nothing much to say...

Salam A'laik..I’m back again and as usual with lots of updates which actually I have already lost track for the half of them. Yup, of course there are juicy and slurpy stories too but almost all of them are too personal to be told here and I better pour out only the common ones. I wished that I could tell everything happens in my life in here but after a second thought I don’t feel too comfortable with it. Because, others will read them and it bothers me a lot if the readers happen to know me regardless either they are important persons in my life or just cyber acquaintances who barely knew about me. The most important points after all are, I will feel weak and fool after reading them and I don’t like that feelings though. I have once read something at somewhere one time before, which said something like this; actually we need not to tell the whole secrets we have to others because at the end of the day we will end up becoming too dependable to others’ advices, mercies and concerns in other to move on. In fact, the little strong secrets we kept ourselves will inspire us to be wiser, braver and more matured to stand on our own in the future. So, I tried the latter since the time when I discovered about it and today I can say that I really agree with the idea. But well, just in case; I think I better stick with my own private journal or the mind chest too. Usually I would prefer the latter choice and sometimes would unlock the chest and let the painful memories been blown and gone with the wind as time passed by.

Okay, what a boring talking there dowh! Hmmm nothing special happened for the past few days, of course there were something huge happened between us (as usual arr....) but I’m not gonna talk about it =P =P =P releks ar... marriage life is always like that, like the high and low tides of the ocean where forgives and forgets, toleration and cooperation, respects and patience and all other important elements would always give and take non-stop continuously. Well, My love is very busy for the past 2 weeks since the plant is having a shut down..It is very bad for him indeed as he has to work very badly..plus,his annual leave is being freeze for the time being due to shut down process.. I told him that for next year’s annual leaves he will have to reserve them for only emergencies,(giving birth or well-planned holidays and other important purposes only). Hope that he will stick to his words...

Pregnancy???A m I ready??

My Kak Long called me yesterday when I was lying on bed thinking about the future..hahhaha..what will my future be??As usual she would asked"dh makan?" "tgh buat ape?" and at all of sudden before I could just answered all the previous questions came this question" ain dah pregnant ke?" hahhaha..I'm so surprised afterall..But then again it is undeniable,I am planning to have baby.and sometimes I feel like it's time for me to think of it and Yes,I'm quite ready..I always refer to Kak Long for any guidance and medical tips as she is my private doctor(free of charge) and she did mentioned to me that before you get pregnant it is important to make sure that you are truly prepared. Preconception care is an important aspect of helping to create a healthy pregnancy.

Apart from that, what matters most to me is Am I ready to give of myself to another person?Am I emotionally in a place where I can handle the responsibility that comes with having a baby?How about the lifestyle changes such as how comfortable I am with a lifestyle change. A baby adds a new person into my family, and the transition from a twosome to a threesome is a big one. erm...Is Parenting For Me Now?thing to ponder..

In Memory of MJ

I am speechless...

I discovered very well although it is getting hotter from day to day and each day by the end of the afternoon and my body will feel sticky of excessive sweating but I love it the part when I hear the sound of raindrops from outside the house. Thanks to God for the blessing pours down to the earth. Have I ever said that I love rainy days?

There is nothing much to say and nothing extraordinary for me to update since everything is going on in a very mundane way. Except that I just come to the fact that I need to take more than one shower in a day during this summer weather. Surely I realized of the fact since before but I’m just so used with my cold weather shower routine. . But definitely I still do it anyway, so that I won’t get smelly and the shower help refreshes my body too eventually. Although sometimes I do skip and just do it once a day

I officially completed 4 months of my final semester and very soon next week I’m gonna seat for my final examination. I still feel like it is quite a long way to go. I’m feeling so perhaps because I can’t stop myself from keep looking at the calendar and counting the days. I’m so eager for the day to come. But sometimes I just feel like I can’t go through the day, the feelings, the adrenaline rush, the atmosphere and all which are so familiar once again that makes me wishing if only I could just skip and jump to when everything has already happened. But I can only dream of it. I’ll still have to face all of the things one by one once again. So much of thoughts and feelings mixed in me but amidst of those, one thing for sure is a big part of me do feel wanting to experience all those beautiful moments once again and I pray hard, perhaps with only happy ending too; InsyaAllah.

That is all for today. Till later!

Final Exam...Bit Taufik Wan Najjah..

Can't wait to finish the sem..This is my last sem before the teaching practice started next january.Rite now,I am looking for the mood to study since I lost it due to many unnecessary and nasty things Assignments,coursework,project and so n and so forth..have no time for my self..Gosh.....I am dead bored focusing too much to other things...Whatever it is,life must go on,as a student,this is the rality we must face..All the best to my friends...Hope we strive for the best and will always lead the rest in many aspects in life.

Ancaman dan Peringatan dari ALLAH

sorry for the long silent due to a hectic lifestyle and the burden of workload..Erm,well,many things to ponder lately...one of it is very related to this universe...ALLAH'S calling...it is something that many of us included me sometimes refuse to reflect..And at all of sudden,zasss.... A powerful earthquake off eastern Indonesia damaged dozens of buildings and at least 17 were injured.Do we still remember In December 2004, a massive earthquake off the country's western island of Sumatra triggered a tsunami that battered much of the Indian Ocean coastline and killed more than 230,000 people or more than half of them in Indonesia's Aceh province alone.Is there nothing to be learned from those incidents??I mean as a normal human being plus,as MUSLIMS,dont we have a sense of "gerun"or readiness or most of things repentance as clearly it is sort of warning from The Lord for us to be more ready and to reflect upon our lifestyle...
Warnings from God might come in different and various forms...Have a deep reflection of how we live in this world..Many still take religious as merely religious without having a deep thought and heart towards it...

Personally..

SALAM TO ALL..Honestly speaking,I always feel very excited and can’t wait to update the blog whenever I have interesting things to blog about... But... unfortunately sometimes when I already reached the middle of the entry, suddenly the mood faded away. That’s the time when I would hit the ’save now’ button and logged out right away. This cause me to always have a few drafts in my folder and usually… most of them would be gone obviously because I would delete them right after I logged in again later. This entry is also one of them but fortunately I didn’t decide to make it vanish so now I’m doing some editing and updating on it ;P

Anyway I’m quite tired today. In fact since last weekend my days have been pretty occupied in a row. I have been travelling from Malacca to Kuantan almost every week now and plus today’s weather isn’t really sunny and it was drizzling early in the morning. By the way last night I had a nightmare of my relatives met with an accident and the dream was really terrifying and it was vivid too! I hate vivid dreams and I still have them every once in a while up until now. Luckily I wasn’t in the dream.. But I suddenly woke up with my heart pounding very fast and my mouth kept reciting all the prayers came across my mind. Glad that I had been saved.


Now on another matter… actually it has been quite some times I have been thinking about moving to a new blog. I started pondering about this since months ago. As much as I love Bl*gger but I think I’m starting to feel boring within the medium. I want a new platform.. with a new environtment which eventually will rejuvenate me more to blog. Plus lately I have came across a few blogs which mentioned about Bl*gger blogs beeing suddenly disappeared. So… I think maybe I shouldn’t procrastinate any more longer and moved already, should I? Some times I don’t feel like sharing the story with EVERYone although I don’t actually write very personal things in the blog. What you read in my blog are only about 20% revelation from my real life.Honestly speaking I dont agree with some blogs which reveal everything about their life from bedroom to kitchen to the so-called secret between spouses..Oh no...this is the danger of being too passionate into bloging..we need to take into account that revealing one's family matters is "HARAM" In Islam..I don’t like to read something which is very personal even the blogger did not mind.
Anyway,that is all for today..hope to write more soon..till then....

had and invitation from my friend C-Da.We went to her house at Bukit Rambai right after Zohor prayer.It has been long time since I attended my friend's open house.We arrived there at about 3 in the evening.Had a great time with C-Da's family.Her dad and mum was really sporting and easy going kind of people.We enjoyed the food prepare by her mum.It was delicious.Had a beehun sup pedas berapi (made by her mum. sedapla aunty,makan 2 bowls slurppp kenyangg -there goes my diet) n some yummy cakes and cookies.

we were among the last guests they had that day,after Yana and the gang arrived after being astrayed...hahhahaha.. so the rest activity was ‘cam-whoring’ session...We all love this session.But tooo bad i didnt bring any camera at that time, we had to minta belas kasihan from we to capture the unforgettable moments. will upload here once i get them from we.