Pregnancy???A m I ready??

My Kak Long called me yesterday when I was lying on bed thinking about the future..hahhaha..what will my future be??As usual she would asked"dh makan?" "tgh buat ape?" and at all of sudden before I could just answered all the previous questions came this question" ain dah pregnant ke?" hahhaha..I'm so surprised afterall..But then again it is undeniable,I am planning to have baby.and sometimes I feel like it's time for me to think of it and Yes,I'm quite ready..I always refer to Kak Long for any guidance and medical tips as she is my private doctor(free of charge) and she did mentioned to me that before you get pregnant it is important to make sure that you are truly prepared. Preconception care is an important aspect of helping to create a healthy pregnancy.

Apart from that, what matters most to me is Am I ready to give of myself to another person?Am I emotionally in a place where I can handle the responsibility that comes with having a baby?How about the lifestyle changes such as how comfortable I am with a lifestyle change. A baby adds a new person into my family, and the transition from a twosome to a threesome is a big one. erm...Is Parenting For Me Now?thing to ponder..

In Memory of MJ

I am speechless...

I discovered very well although it is getting hotter from day to day and each day by the end of the afternoon and my body will feel sticky of excessive sweating but I love it the part when I hear the sound of raindrops from outside the house. Thanks to God for the blessing pours down to the earth. Have I ever said that I love rainy days?

There is nothing much to say and nothing extraordinary for me to update since everything is going on in a very mundane way. Except that I just come to the fact that I need to take more than one shower in a day during this summer weather. Surely I realized of the fact since before but I’m just so used with my cold weather shower routine. . But definitely I still do it anyway, so that I won’t get smelly and the shower help refreshes my body too eventually. Although sometimes I do skip and just do it once a day

I officially completed 4 months of my final semester and very soon next week I’m gonna seat for my final examination. I still feel like it is quite a long way to go. I’m feeling so perhaps because I can’t stop myself from keep looking at the calendar and counting the days. I’m so eager for the day to come. But sometimes I just feel like I can’t go through the day, the feelings, the adrenaline rush, the atmosphere and all which are so familiar once again that makes me wishing if only I could just skip and jump to when everything has already happened. But I can only dream of it. I’ll still have to face all of the things one by one once again. So much of thoughts and feelings mixed in me but amidst of those, one thing for sure is a big part of me do feel wanting to experience all those beautiful moments once again and I pray hard, perhaps with only happy ending too; InsyaAllah.

That is all for today. Till later!