Nothing much to say...

Salam A'laik..I’m back again and as usual with lots of updates which actually I have already lost track for the half of them. Yup, of course there are juicy and slurpy stories too but almost all of them are too personal to be told here and I better pour out only the common ones. I wished that I could tell everything happens in my life in here but after a second thought I don’t feel too comfortable with it. Because, others will read them and it bothers me a lot if the readers happen to know me regardless either they are important persons in my life or just cyber acquaintances who barely knew about me. The most important points after all are, I will feel weak and fool after reading them and I don’t like that feelings though. I have once read something at somewhere one time before, which said something like this; actually we need not to tell the whole secrets we have to others because at the end of the day we will end up becoming too dependable to others’ advices, mercies and concerns in other to move on. In fact, the little strong secrets we kept ourselves will inspire us to be wiser, braver and more matured to stand on our own in the future. So, I tried the latter since the time when I discovered about it and today I can say that I really agree with the idea. But well, just in case; I think I better stick with my own private journal or the mind chest too. Usually I would prefer the latter choice and sometimes would unlock the chest and let the painful memories been blown and gone with the wind as time passed by.

Okay, what a boring talking there dowh! Hmmm nothing special happened for the past few days, of course there were something huge happened between us (as usual arr....) but I’m not gonna talk about it =P =P =P releks ar... marriage life is always like that, like the high and low tides of the ocean where forgives and forgets, toleration and cooperation, respects and patience and all other important elements would always give and take non-stop continuously. Well, My love is very busy for the past 2 weeks since the plant is having a shut down..It is very bad for him indeed as he has to work very badly..plus,his annual leave is being freeze for the time being due to shut down process.. I told him that for next year’s annual leaves he will have to reserve them for only emergencies,(giving birth or well-planned holidays and other important purposes only). Hope that he will stick to his words...