Tak der Kejer..

Normally,when it comes to ‘What I love to do most?’, the best answer will be ‘Shopping and travelling.But for the time being travelling could b spmething very impossible as my beloved husband is not aailable to spend his time travelling due to heavy workload.Well,as for shopping, I believe everybody on earth with money regardless either you are actually rich or poor;pokai or botak both know what is the meaning of it. Unfortunately it already has been months since I last did my shopping. Okay that sounds very worst but that’s it, so TRUE. If only I have all the money in the world!(lambatnye nak keje warrghhhhh)) Okay.. okay cool down. I was already felt like half mad while just browsing each and every page of websites showing branded items. I am so sure if only all the shopaholic friends of mine would get the chance to grab this opportunity, they won’t regret it ever. Well, I think it will just be better if I don’t get myself too excited yet. Why? I will feel more despair if I will not get the things that I want. I already have got all the things that I should and I just want a few things more. So many choices mean so many desires too.And..to fulfill the desire is somehow very hard to do..

The second thing that makes me so happy today is because I have found a website which actually teaches people to keep fit by doing dancing workouts!There are videos of the dances and there are even step-by-step moves video provided so that we can follow all the cool dancing moves (ouh they can be downloaded too!). I was so freaking excited and how I wish if only I could start dancing once I watched the videos.Erm..Till then..

Nothing much to say...

Salam A'laik..I’m back again and as usual with lots of updates which actually I have already lost track for the half of them. Yup, of course there are juicy and slurpy stories too but almost all of them are too personal to be told here and I better pour out only the common ones. I wished that I could tell everything happens in my life in here but after a second thought I don’t feel too comfortable with it. Because, others will read them and it bothers me a lot if the readers happen to know me regardless either they are important persons in my life or just cyber acquaintances who barely knew about me. The most important points after all are, I will feel weak and fool after reading them and I don’t like that feelings though. I have once read something at somewhere one time before, which said something like this; actually we need not to tell the whole secrets we have to others because at the end of the day we will end up becoming too dependable to others’ advices, mercies and concerns in other to move on. In fact, the little strong secrets we kept ourselves will inspire us to be wiser, braver and more matured to stand on our own in the future. So, I tried the latter since the time when I discovered about it and today I can say that I really agree with the idea. But well, just in case; I think I better stick with my own private journal or the mind chest too. Usually I would prefer the latter choice and sometimes would unlock the chest and let the painful memories been blown and gone with the wind as time passed by.

Okay, what a boring talking there dowh! Hmmm nothing special happened for the past few days, of course there were something huge happened between us (as usual arr....) but I’m not gonna talk about it =P =P =P releks ar... marriage life is always like that, like the high and low tides of the ocean where forgives and forgets, toleration and cooperation, respects and patience and all other important elements would always give and take non-stop continuously. Well, My love is very busy for the past 2 weeks since the plant is having a shut down..It is very bad for him indeed as he has to work very badly..plus,his annual leave is being freeze for the time being due to shut down process.. I told him that for next year’s annual leaves he will have to reserve them for only emergencies,(giving birth or well-planned holidays and other important purposes only). Hope that he will stick to his words...

Pregnancy???A m I ready??

My Kak Long called me yesterday when I was lying on bed thinking about the future..hahhaha..what will my future be??As usual she would asked"dh makan?" "tgh buat ape?" and at all of sudden before I could just answered all the previous questions came this question" ain dah pregnant ke?" hahhaha..I'm so surprised afterall..But then again it is undeniable,I am planning to have baby.and sometimes I feel like it's time for me to think of it and Yes,I'm quite ready..I always refer to Kak Long for any guidance and medical tips as she is my private doctor(free of charge) and she did mentioned to me that before you get pregnant it is important to make sure that you are truly prepared. Preconception care is an important aspect of helping to create a healthy pregnancy.

Apart from that, what matters most to me is Am I ready to give of myself to another person?Am I emotionally in a place where I can handle the responsibility that comes with having a baby?How about the lifestyle changes such as how comfortable I am with a lifestyle change. A baby adds a new person into my family, and the transition from a twosome to a threesome is a big one. erm...Is Parenting For Me Now?thing to ponder..

In Memory of MJ

I am speechless...

I discovered very well although it is getting hotter from day to day and each day by the end of the afternoon and my body will feel sticky of excessive sweating but I love it the part when I hear the sound of raindrops from outside the house. Thanks to God for the blessing pours down to the earth. Have I ever said that I love rainy days?

There is nothing much to say and nothing extraordinary for me to update since everything is going on in a very mundane way. Except that I just come to the fact that I need to take more than one shower in a day during this summer weather. Surely I realized of the fact since before but I’m just so used with my cold weather shower routine. . But definitely I still do it anyway, so that I won’t get smelly and the shower help refreshes my body too eventually. Although sometimes I do skip and just do it once a day

I officially completed 4 months of my final semester and very soon next week I’m gonna seat for my final examination. I still feel like it is quite a long way to go. I’m feeling so perhaps because I can’t stop myself from keep looking at the calendar and counting the days. I’m so eager for the day to come. But sometimes I just feel like I can’t go through the day, the feelings, the adrenaline rush, the atmosphere and all which are so familiar once again that makes me wishing if only I could just skip and jump to when everything has already happened. But I can only dream of it. I’ll still have to face all of the things one by one once again. So much of thoughts and feelings mixed in me but amidst of those, one thing for sure is a big part of me do feel wanting to experience all those beautiful moments once again and I pray hard, perhaps with only happy ending too; InsyaAllah.

That is all for today. Till later!

Final Exam...Bit Taufik Wan Najjah..

Can't wait to finish the sem..This is my last sem before the teaching practice started next january.Rite now,I am looking for the mood to study since I lost it due to many unnecessary and nasty things Assignments,coursework,project and so n and so forth..have no time for my self..Gosh.....I am dead bored focusing too much to other things...Whatever it is,life must go on,as a student,this is the rality we must face..All the best to my friends...Hope we strive for the best and will always lead the rest in many aspects in life.

Ancaman dan Peringatan dari ALLAH

sorry for the long silent due to a hectic lifestyle and the burden of workload..Erm,well,many things to ponder lately...one of it is very related to this universe...ALLAH'S calling...it is something that many of us included me sometimes refuse to reflect..And at all of sudden,zasss.... A powerful earthquake off eastern Indonesia damaged dozens of buildings and at least 17 were injured.Do we still remember In December 2004, a massive earthquake off the country's western island of Sumatra triggered a tsunami that battered much of the Indian Ocean coastline and killed more than 230,000 people or more than half of them in Indonesia's Aceh province alone.Is there nothing to be learned from those incidents??I mean as a normal human being plus,as MUSLIMS,dont we have a sense of "gerun"or readiness or most of things repentance as clearly it is sort of warning from The Lord for us to be more ready and to reflect upon our lifestyle...
Warnings from God might come in different and various forms...Have a deep reflection of how we live in this world..Many still take religious as merely religious without having a deep thought and heart towards it...